Sigh.

really.

what exactly did "today worst" mean?

I know it's wrong to look at your messages without permission,
but it's my only way to know what's happening.

I'm afraid if i ask,
you might just breakdown.

I don't know how to ask either.

Why are you crying?

Why are you pretending that you're not crying?

I really want to know.

No.

I don't want to know.

I really don't.

Dearest Violet,

I'm really not supposed to be blogging now,
but i just felt an urge.

You see,
I'm now seated in front of the television,
typing on this mini laptop.

and behind me,
lies an old hag.

She's sitting on the sofa,
which i have told her many times not to put her leg on,
and reading my Horrible Histories book.

The Horrible Histories book which i left there some time ago.

And the old hag,
who's name is Celestine,
by the way,
is laughing at every thing she sees in that book.

"NEEEH. 'Never trust anyone with a moustache' HAHAHA."

(yeah, she laughs with "neeeh".)
(........)
(I really do wonder too.)

oh wells,
what can i say?

I love my sister.

Farewell~

Dear Violet,

what kind of dance do you like?

No,
because I am a demure and polite lady,
i definitely should not insult and complain about the dance program in school.

And no,
I will definitely not say that it is utterly dumb and a complete waste of time.
And, I will also not say that i dislike the song choices, and that they should really choose more widely known songs, or do traditional dances instead.

.....

Well,
i like traditional dances!

So anyways,
it's finally the weekends again!
and just when i thought it would take forever to reach the weekends.
don't you just think that time passes so quickly?

Ahahaha~

i'm having some coughing problems.
hmmm...
it's either due to me shouting too much, or the haze.
...or drinking too much cold drinks.

really!
it isn't my fault for drinking too much cold drinks!
father just keeps buying.

Enough of that.
Anyways,
i was just thinking how odd things can be.
why are some people so naturally irritating,
some irritating on purpose,
and others so nice till you feel irritated?

Ahahaha~
they all make people feel irritated,
but come from different points!

and strangely, "irritating on purpose" seems to find "naturally irritating" terribly irritating, and hates her.
on the other hand, "nice till irritated" who are friends with both doesn't notice.
and for some reason, i feel that "nice till irritated" will somehow get dragged into the mess.
but sadly, no one really treats "nice till irritated" seriously.
"nice till irritated" is just too nice.
unless, unless!
unless "nice till irritated" is actually really evil on the inside, secretly planning schemes to make "naturally irritating" and "irritating on purpose" fall out on each other!
MUAHAHAHA.

confusing isn't it?
the plot above is from some book i'm reading halfway.
i love confusing plots.
they make everything seem so...
full.
yeah,
and i always get the impression that nice people have hidden motives.

I mean, seriously.
who can be that nice?

with the exception of myself, of course~~~

AHAHAHAHAHA.

collecting passport tomorrow.
unfortunately.
the thought of having to wake up early on saturday makes me sad.
the thought of having to take the red line MRT makes me scared.
the doors really close too quickly.
the green line's too.

FAREWELL~~~

Dearest Violet,

*GRAND MUSIC PLAYS*

post number 290 marks the revival of this bloggy!

YEAH!
after days and weeks of resting,
Felicia Leong has officially decided to continue blogging again.

Sorry Violet!

I SHOULD NEVER HAVE NEGLECTED YOU.

Anyways,
i'm still really busy so i'll probably be posting only when i have time.

shoosh.
it's the ninth week of school, and i'm ever so tired.

I NEEED SLEEEP.
AND TIMEEE.

WHICH I DON'T HAVEEE.

sigh.

oh wells.

soon, my eye bags are going to droop all the way down to my cheeks.

LIVE ON, KIDS.
-because dying is a waste of time.

AHAHAHA.
you probably didn't get what i mean.
cause i don't too.

anyways,
a new song for a new beginning!

yeah.
"Infinity" by Girl Next Door.
heard this song when watching the drama that mother recently bought.
I think the video is kind of... interesting?
everyone loves a doll dance.
but the girl's face looks kindda wide in this.

Anyways,
there's also "The Coming Day Tomorrow" by... Kobato.
Well,
i really don't know, and am lazy to find out who actually sung it.
but the song actually came from Kobato the anime.
Kobato was supposed to be singing it~
OH YEAH.
to the old chestnut tree!
the chestnut tree was really pretty~~
...or was it a ginko tree?

hmmm.

nevermind.

So yeah.
stay tuned, cause i'm going to post again!

FAREWELL~

*APPLAUD*

my sister's sleeping like a pig.
oh wait!
she IS a pig.

hmmmm.
theres something odd happening....

Ah, never mind.

Anyways,
Today is a beautiful Sunday.

oh~

and my parents are forcing me to go to some dumb travel convention or whatever at takashimaya.

UGH.

UGH UGH UGH.

right after my cello lesson.

And they refuse to send me back, because they say it takes a long time.

UGH UGH UGH.

they're always like this.
forcing me to go places that totally waste my time.

oh wells.

poor Alice has to burn in my father's car.

UGH.

shall bring along my sherlock holmes book.

Miss Felicia has officially went back to leading a super boring life.

Really.

I'm so bored.

The computer's becoming so boring!

ooof.

I really need to borrow more books from the library.
YEAHHH.

Its always like that~

I get really interested in something,
then after awhile I'll dump it to one side,
and after awhile get hooked back on to it.

AHAHAHA.

Life is full of cycles~

ooof.

Anyways,
I came to blog just for the song change.

was getting tired of "Bad Apple!" anyways.

There are a total of five songs this time,
and i left the player on shuffle so yeah.

Anyways,

"Northern Cross" is by May'n.
and the visual is Sheryl Nome!
yeah.
Sheryl's just awesome.
its a song from macross frontier.

Next,
"Rainbow Girl" is by Hatsune Miku.
Well,
The song is about a girl from a pc game talking about her feelings.
the visual probably says a lot.

Then,
"Toeto" is by Megurine Luka.
(well, the one who sang "Just be Friends". (yes tze tze, "Just be Friends" is a nice song.))
If your eyes are sharp,
you see the english subtitles.
I like luka's voice~
It reminds me of Len's~
I LOVE LEN~

AHAHAHAHA.

Moving on...
"Sora" and "Do-dai" are from IDOLM@STER.
found them catchy when listening to "7 colors of Nico Nico Douga".
"Do-dai"'s by Yukiho.
I think her voice is really soothing.
"Do-dai"'s about a first date or something.
and theres even a cute dance!
AHAHAHAHA.
dance to it if you want.

so yeah.
Farewell,
Violet~

I'll miss you.

Anyways,
if you're wondering whats with me adding so many songs suddenly,
its because I'm not going to be posting very often from now(I never did.),
and Its a hassle to always change songs,
and Its boring when you don't change them.
and I'm just lazy.

YEAH!

Farewell,
kiddies!

And to you who has nothing to do but blogging,
do something more constructive!

LALALALA~


my sister's awful.

Dear Violet,

Today,
I'm terribly pissed and upset.

but as I'm a demure lady,

I shall not stain my blog with insults,
nor should I remember this incident.

UGH.

BRAINLESS TWITS.

Anyways,
loads of stuff have been happening,
and *POOF*

here we are now.

So then,
for the old folk's home hamper,
I shall be donating....

*drum roll*

TEA.

You might have guessed,
but still~~~

Sighhh.

I'm still really upset.

UGH.

FAREWELL,
CRUEL WORLD!

*slits throat*

............
............
............

Yeah, right.

The only way you'll see Felicia Leong dying,
is if I get some terminal disease,
or I die when saving the world,
or I'll die happily sleeping.

This leads me to think.
what way of suicide would be the least painful?

Drinking detergent?
Jumping down from a building?
Eating pills?
Slitting of wrist?
Slitting throat?
Shooting?
Stabbing in the heart?

AHAHAHAHA.
All of them are terrible.

oh yeah,
one more thing.

Never kill yourself.
Its a sin.

you murder yourself.

so,
if you want to die,
get someone else to kill you!

hmmm.

ignore whatever I have said!
I'm just feeling bored and poking around.

AHAHAHA.

I'm sensing a song change.

Farewell~~

BRAINLESS TWITS.